umm...i really dont no wat to do right now. I have never been in love, so i wasnt prepared for how much it hurts. I wish i could jus make the pain go away, but if i was gone who would love my love as much as i do. My heart hurts, my head hurts, my stomach hurts, i wanna cry but no tears come. I cant think strait, the only time i do is when i write about my love, so i do that non-stop. I really wish she could see how much she really means to me, i love her so very much. If she could see into my heart then she might see how much she truly loves me. I no that she would never be with me, but still i will spend my whole life loving her, with all of my heart, and all of my soul.